I Don't Believe In God?

I am in hot water!

People close to me thinks she knows me no longer. She thinks I am a different person now. She blames me for trivial and common inconveniences in the family - illness like common cold, inconveniences, insufficiencies, etc... for my disbelief.

I lost my wife's respect! It makes me wish that somehow in marriage, I still retain a space for myself. This, however, does not change my love for her.